It's been a long time, too long.

Winterfest week was last week, and I wish we could have been as good as last year. We fucking lost, again. I was pissed, but we did try. I was happy about that. Next year though...hells yeah.

Walk-in was Saturday it was so much fun. I wish I would have done it freshman year. Whatever. Ivan looked hott , and so did everyone else.

I posted 4 digital pictures from it in my scaps..check it bitches.

A little something I need to say:
I've officially decided to go after Dustin. I love Nolan, with all my heart, but for right now I need to focus on other things. I still hope things continue to grow with him and eventually add up to more...but until that whore is gone, I don't see it happening--unfortunately. I love him though, that's what will pull us through it.

Alright, that's enough for now.
I love you,
Be safe,
Paige

After 2 weeks of pure craziness, I think finally things are getting back to normal.

I broke up with Nick, Thursday night, and it's the best thing I've done in a long time. I just had the feeling that I wasn't happy..so we decided that we should just be friends.

I went shopping Friday and got me some hott new shoes.

Anyways, I best be off.
Be safe,
I love you.

Okay, I've decided to embrace my addiction.

If you love me at all Robert, which I know you do, you'll buy me these for my birthday (which is in 2 months, 8 days).

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and

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Especially the fuschia ones..

Thanks sis!


Hahaha...

AND IF YOU EVEN TALK SHIT ABOUT THESE..I'LL KICK YOUR ASS! These are MANOLO BLAHNIKS...and I want them really bad!

Anyway, I just updated but I got to thinking and I wanted to do it again.

Amanda's brother was only 21, and Ryan is a year older. I cannot even begin to imagine losing Ryan....I can't, so the very thought of what Amanda is going through...I can't do it.

I'm so sorry to everyone/anyone who has ever suffered a loss like this..

and not only that, Ryan I know you won't ever read this but I love you almost more than anything in the world. You are one of the most amazing people I have yet to meet and the most incredible brother I could ever ask for.

That is all.
Paige

Sooo, it's been a few days..or weeks, whatever. It's all the same, the only thing new is that school is back in session. Oh awesome.

Ryan's birthday is Friday. Fucking old man, he's going to be 23 and it just makes me feel so old. I'll be 16 soon as well..wow. I graduate in two years, that's even crazier.

Dusty Lewsader died yesterday. That's really fucking crazy. Despite all of the rumors there still isn't an exact reason for death. I heard anything from heart attack, seisure, drug overdose and suicide..so yeah. That sucks.

And, Ben Carroll's dad..something happened. I guess he passed out at work today, and supposedly there is like a brain hemmorhage. That really sucks, T-bird and I go way back. I hope he'll be okay.

So yeah, other than that...

Meta got Sophmore attendant for Winterfest. Yay her. What's even better is that Nolan is the guy...

Sarah and Nolan were supposed to go together, which ain't happenin', and if not Nolan then Ivan. Well guess who beat the stupid bitch to Ivan. Yeah what up you FUCKING WHORE. Hahaha have fun sitting your senior (final) Winterfest out!

Anywho, yeah I'm going to go.

I love you, and God bless everyone!